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2010-11-09T12:29:00.000-08:00

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I Have Decided by Aaron Pelsue

2010-09-07T03:26:00.000-07:00

I have decided to follow Jesus × 3

No turning back × 2

Though none go with me, Still I will follow ×3

No turning back

There’s no turning back

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Jesus, take me

Down that road

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Anywhere Lord

I will go

Yes I will go

I have decided to follow Jesus ×3

No turning back × 2

The world behind me, The cross before me ×3

No turning back × 2

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Jesus, take me

Down that road

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Anywhere Lord

I will go

O I will go

Even if I walk alone

Lord, this I choose to do

I will not look back

I’ll follow no one else

But You

And even if I walk alone

Lord, this I choose to do

I will not look back

I’ll follow no one else

But You

Even if I walk alone

Lord, this I choose to do

And I will not look back

I’ll follow no one else

But You

I’ll follow You Lord ×3

Anywhere

I will follow You Lord

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Jesus, take me

Down that road

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Anywhere Lord

I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me, I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Jesus, take me

Down that road

Where You lead me, I will follow

Where You lead me

I will go

Where You lead me, I will follow

Anywhere Lord I will go

Yes I will go

Lord I will go

Singing I will go

I have decided to follow You Lord ×3

No turning back ×2

There’s no turning back

No turning back ×3

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Lines that I treasured

2010-04-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

‘God’s ways always have good things for us at the root of it’.

‘God tells us things that we might not want to know, but things we certainly need to know’.

‘God knows what He is doing’.

‘Your thoughts are not my thoughts’ (Isaiah 55: 8)

‘He who knows what He is doing never need ask why’.

‘Everything happens for own good’.

‘The root of success is bitter but the fruit is sweet’.

Some Advice to the Parents' to be

2010-04-22T01:24:00.000-07:00

Ø Do not shout at them
Ø Do not show unnecessary grumbles
Ø Do not gossip bad things about others around them
Ø Do not scold them in front of others
Ø Tell them what is wrong and what is right
Ø Tell them what is good and what is bad
Ø Tell them about Life
Ø Always consult them for family matters
Ø Let them have their own voice
Ø Let them decide
Ø Always tell you love them
Ø Always remind them the value and importance of Family
Ø Pick up their own talents and passions
Ø Allow them to cultivate their talents and passions
Ø Always encourage them
Ø Always show emotional expressions
Ø Tell them to respect elders
Ø Share your thoughts
Ø Befriended them

On Top of The World

2010-04-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

I really like this song, can't get enough of listening to it.

The song is meaningful to those who like it, like me. It is simple and I guess I don't need to explain it, (if i try to explain I may go out of line, so better not to...)

Here it goes...

On Top of The World

by BOys like Girls (song writer : Martin Johnson)

Look up, the stars are fading

And I am still here waiting

To see you again

Be with you my friend

When the moon is gone forever

I hope you're up there somewhere

I'll see you again

Be with you my friend

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are

And all the streetlights shine like they were stars

That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world

And we can do anything,

We can be anything

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world

As real as it seems,

You're only in my dreams

Look out across the water

Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care

But just can't be there

Swear that I will see you someday

I have to find a way

To show you I care

Even if you're not there

So I'm following the road to where you are

(Meet you tonight on top of)

The streetlights they will guide me to the stars

That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world

And we can do anything,

We can be anything

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world

As real as it seems,

You're only in my dreams

My heart is empty without you

Sometimes I don't know what to do

And I need you tonight

I'll fall asleep and it's alright

Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

Let's spend tonight on top of the world

And we can do anything,

We can be anything

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world

As real as it seems,

You're only in my dreams

Let's spend tonight on top of the world

(On top of the world)

As real as it seems,

Your only in my dreams

HUN

2010-04-18T20:51:00.001-07:00

Hun, hi in ti leh teh ang, ava han hlu tak em. Mizawng zawng hun in zat theuh pek kan ni a. Kan hman dan leh kan hman tangkai dan erawh a in ang lo hle in a in chen lo thei hle thung. Thenkhat 15/16 hrs hnathawk a hahtaka hun an hman lai in then khat erawh an mut nan te, thil lawi lo tih mai mai nan te kan lo hmang ve thin bawk. Kar hnih khat lek emaw thla hnih khat lek-ah chuan kan hunawl emaw hunawl kher lo kan hun hrim hrim kan hman that leh that loh in thlauhna chu a lang chhuak kher lo ang. Amaherawhchu, kum a han vei meuh chuan kan lo inhlat tawh viau ang. Kum dang a han vei leh meuh a, kum hnih kum thum te a han vei meuh te phei chuan naupan laia kan chawthing bar pui te ngei ngei nen pawh kan in zah in kan in hlat sawt thei awm e.

Kan hun hman that piah lam-ah hian kan duhthlanna (decision) te pawh hian kawngro a lo su ve em em tho mai. Thenkhat te erawh chu rokhawhlna (circumstances) hrang hrang avangin an duh ang pawh in an duh thlanna chu an siam thei lo pawh a ni thei. Mahse, chutiang ni lem lo, harsatna em em nei chuang silo, thatchhiatna avang leh, mahni inthunun-na (self-control) kan thlatchham avang pawh hian kan hmalam hun tam tak kan lo tibuai in kan ti khawlo thei reng a lo nia. Tunlai text message pakhat ah chuan, “thatchhe thufing : naktuka i tih tur chu khek rih rawh, tih a lo ngai leh lo mai thei” tih hi a nia. Ngaihtuah em em lem lo chuan a van dik ve te ka’n ti ve ngawt a. Mahse, ‘maithei’ tih a nia, khek ta lovin ti nghal ila a tam zawk chu tih ngai tho tho an ni duh zawk mah.

Chuvang chuan, i han ti hluai teh ang, tun hun (present) ah hian kan nakin hun a hril zia hi kei ngei pawh inhrilh nawn reng ka ngai. Ka mamawh tak zet zet. Law of Karma chuan ‘a man creates his own destiny’ a lo tia. A dik ka ti. Hun hman that pawimawh zia hi ka theihnghilh fo, mahni inthunun-na te ka tlacham fo, mahse ‘better late than never’ tih ang deuhvin, tun hun atang ngei pawhin i hun chu i la siam tha thei a ni tih in hre nawn leh fo ang u hmiang.

I'm Sorry, Lets get back

2010-03-09T10:20:00.000-08:00

I never thought I could be this stupid to break the bond we had

Together we moved the mountain and flew to the moon

But things went wrong and changed the way we used to be

I know its all my fault for messing up things

I dont really understand what made me said those stupid words.

Now I know its harder to make up things I had ruined than to end.

Forgive me for what I've done.

What can I do to make things better

To make you feel better

M' drained out of energy and became so weak

Cause' I'm all alone, feel empty and dry

Without a good friend like You.

I realize that you are still the best inspite of all my mistakes

All I can say is "I'm sorry my friend"

I wish I shouldn't have let you down

All I can wish is to make things as it were before

Lets get back to who we used to be.

How do you do?

2010-02-18T10:52:00.000-08:00

How do you do when you feel like everything has fallen apart?

How do you do when you feel like you are drifted away from someone you cared for?

How do you do when you feel like the sky has fallen for you?

How do you do when you feel like you are all alone in the island?

How do you do when you feel like nothing matters anymore?

How do you do when you feel like there is only tears when you think of your world?

How do you do when your heart is broken?

Please tell me what to do.

Fiamthu- an tia lawm

2009-05-06T04:59:00.001-07:00

Mi pakhat pawh kha a feminist ruh ve tiah tiah khawp mai a. English thumal ‘woman’ leh ‘ female’ ah te hian ‘man’ ‘male’ tih a la tel a vang hian a lungawi thei tlatlo, thumal siamthat kha a duh ta tlat a. 'Woman/women' pawh ‘Wo’ tih chiah hman a, ‘female’ ah pawh ‘fe’, 'humankind' pawh 'hukind' chuan 'human-being' pawh 'hu-being' ti a thlak a duh tlat an tih chu. hahaha

Different Versions of My Name

2009-04-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

My grandma, who named me, would have never thought of my name to have different versions of spelling when she named me. Yeah...it does.... My friends, a part from my mizo-mates, who call me ‘Hruaii’ do not always bother to know the right spelling and they often have slightly different versions of their own. I actually like them as they are, ‘cause they are dearly written as it is heard. Each has different value. Here are some of which I could remember:

Versions - Persons (who write)

Choi - Moa

Hrauii - Anupriya

Rhuaii - Atale, Avene & Avalu

Shrauii - Rupa Kuamri Devi

Shrayii - Grace &wanda

Shres - Ricky

Sluali - Fanci Dora

Soi/Tsoi - Chitananda

Valnal - Nana & Aien
(for vanlal)

Out of nowhere, one of my lecturers calls me ‘PUII’. I don’t really know what makes her call me by that name; I don’t bother to know it either as long as she favours so.

KEIMAH ZAWK A LO NI

2009-04-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

Han ti ve phong ila, keini kristian mizo thalai phailam a awm tan chuan kar khatah vawikhat chiah Biak In-a kalna hun kan nei a. Kan inkhawmna hun leh member dangte nena inhmuhna hun kan neih ve theih hunte a tlem hle mai. A lan danah chuan he kan hun tlem leh reilote chung na na na hi chu bawhpelh loh hram duh teuh awm tak kan ni hlawm a. Amaherawh chu, inti teh ang, inkhawm hi member tam ai hian kan tlem tlat thin, chumai nilovin inkhawm chhun thin te pawh kan phurna a tlem tual tualin kan tlem hret hret ni in a lang.

Hnam dang zing/ram danga awm kan ni a, thlarau nun pawh a tho lo hle thin in ka hria. Ka lo hmuh leh thlir ve dan mai mai chuan, tu huatthu ni suh se, han in ti hnum a, thlarau nun han intichak leh tu tur hi kan awm chuang biklo riau te hian ka hmu thin. Hyderabad-a ka chhuk tirh lam phei kha chuan phur em em in ka’n va inkhawm ve thin a, amaherawh chu ka phurna te chu a reh tial tial a, kan han awm rei leh deuhva, chakna pakhatmah hi ka nei tawh lo, ti ila ka sawisual awm love. Engatinge niang aw? Eng hian nge min mawlh a, min ti phur lo ta em em tu tih pawh hriat thiam a har thin hle. Han ti dawt ila, tumah insawi chhan chuang lovin, a ro a ni tawp mai. Keimah kha ka ro zawk pawh chu a ni ngei ang. Mahse, hmun danga ka awm ve thinna-ah pawh hetiang em hi chu ka ni ngai bik lova sin le. Kan phur reng e chu ka ti thei lo, mahse, inkhawm chak ngawih ngawih chung pawh a hostel atanga kan chhuah theih loh chang lah a tam. Hetah mahni duh leh duh lovah a in nghat tawh a, hostel dan te’n min phuar tawh lova, mahse ‘engvangin nge ka phur tak meuh lohva inkhawmte ka lo thulh tak fo aw’ tih te ka in zawt fo thin.

Thil chi hrang hrang min zir tir a lo ni reng a. Ringtu tan chuan phur lai chauhva inkhawm tur kan ni lo. Tih hram hram nun neih te a lo pawimawh zia te min hriat chhuah tir a. Mihring ve mai nih hi chuan chauh change chu kan nei ngei ang. Ka thianpa pakhat thu min hrilh hi dik ka ti em em, “You are closer to God ... when you realize you need Him". Tichuan, ka inkhawm nachhan hi midang vang em ni lo ni a, ‘midang nun a hmuh tur kan neih loh vang mai a inkhawm te thulh tur ka lo nih aw’, tih te min hriat chhuah tir zawk a. Kohhran chu intichak tawn tur chu kan ni ngei mai, amaherawh chu midang nun atang chauhva intuai thar kan tum chuan kan ti fuh lo fo ngei ang. Midang nun thlir hmasa lova mahni zawk in en fo hi a pawimawh a ni tih te min ngaihtuah chhuah tir a. Ka thlarau nun chawm tur chuan keimah ngei pawhin ka thawh ve a ngai a, phur loh lai pawh a tih hram hram a, keimah leh Pathian inkar atan chauh pawhin inkhawm te kal thin ila ka hlawkpui zawk ngei ang. Chutichuan ‘keimah leh Pathian’ inkar a that chuan midangte pawhin ka nunah ei tur an lo nei dawn zawk a lo ni.

PAROXYSM

2009-03-10T15:47:00.000-07:00

Effusion? Agony? Ineffable...rhapsodic....I can’t find the right word to describe how I felt right that moment. No, it wasn’t for a moment but seemed rather for the rest of the day or may be until I got another sleep. I’m not sure I welcome that kinda stuffs ‘cause it always make me feel that way. It wasn’t for once but always so.

Would I feel the same way if I hadn’t let you go?

Would it make sense if You knew how I feel now?

No, No, No, it doesn’t matter now,

‘Cause nothing really matters to you, I suppose so.

Albeit the memories of your face still sear me downright.

Indeed, I would love to see your face once more;

Yes, could it be hallucination or something real

I’m pretty sure the cyclic emotion would persist though.

Where Have You Gone?

2009-03-10T15:31:00.000-07:00

Tears upon the cheeks

A note in the hands

Staring at the writings

Standing there stunned

I realised that time truly flies

Even if I wish for thousand times

Time would neither come back

Nor would I ever go back to the past.

If this is what Life brings,

When will I ever learn to be strong?

“You are gonna miss me when you flip through it

And this is what matters most....”

Yes, you are right my friend,

You are truly right.

How I wish I could go back

To the time when we were out of fear,

The time when we were together!

I remember we used to be naughty

Out of worries, just like that

Where have you gone?

FAREWELL

2009-03-10T03:20:00.000-07:00

Time does fly. Seems like it was just a week ago the day that I put my feet on Hyderabad soil, where I was an alien. Looking back on those clueless days of a beginner, it sounds rather absurd. Everything was new, may it be people around me, the way they spoke, the type of food I was offered, or the order of time for almost every schedule.

I still remember the first time I heard the name ‘Gops’. I was wondering what or where was that so called ‘Gops’ when I was told to have meet other Mizos; seniors and batch-mates. Indeed they all were new to me but for an old friend. There it went the first night at Gops where I was so irritated by a swarm of mosquitoes and the chit-chats which I couldn’t follow. Being so sleepy, I had to force myself sat there silent ‘cause I needed to adjust myself adapt the new life-style. I also remember those great deeds my seniors and other new friends have done for me. They may look small and nothing to them yet, they weren’t small for a helpless girl. Indeed, they were great and how kind of them to offer helping hands whenever I was in need. Those days-out, hiking or trekking times were all fun and always sound exciting for a fresh and adventurous person. I know they are always thoughtful. There were times I pestered them with my small problems but I never notice a long-face. I know they are always kind.

Now I am here counting few more days ahead. Having great times with the ‘Atheuneulo’ and struggling side by side with our hectic schedule of classes and internals, I hardly realize bidding farewell to the campus-life is only few days away. I come to admit that two years just fly. Okay, whenever I may be leaving, things I have been learning are imprinted and would always help me face my future-world.